Exam the First

Today is the first exam day of my Year 2 Semester 3

oh yeah, I'm almost a Year 3 student :S

I'm always have no problem to calculation subject but not this time!

me like... wtf! to this subject! >.<

I'm going to try my best and do it well! MUST DO IT WELL! :)

Good luck for me! Good luck for every candidates too :)

Blind, Break

I'm so so exhausted

especially this period of long semester

assignments are killing

sometime, I doubted what am I doing

Did I learn something? or I just do it blindly

even feel useless when I can't write them out.

What am I doing? What should I do?

I need some break! *dream*

Bye~

Inspiration

Have you ever think about this question?!

Tomorrow and Accident, which will come first?!

when you see the sunshine in the morning

feel blessed, because it tell you that you are still alive.

This morning an old man inspired me,

he was sitting in the bus and keep looking to outside view

*while almost people in the bus are chit chat, playing with their phone, day dreaming

he was like, felt curious to the world,

he keep looking to the festival city mall, from bottom to the top

again top to the bottom, again bottom to the top

then he inspired me

there are still a lot of people that curious on something that VERY COMMON to me to Y generation

some disabled people, they may down syndrome, deaf, blind, paralyzed

they have missed out a lot of first time which we had everyday.

Can you imagine how exciting when a deaf person hearing sound for the first time?!

Can you imagine how exciting when a blind person seeing stuff for the first time?!

Can you imagine how exciting when a paralyzed person standing and see the same view with us for the first time?!

No, I cant even feel how they feel, because we having all everyday.

I can see, can hear, can walk.

but I TOUCHED, when watched these videos.

I seriously felt I'm lucky because I'm bodied.

and I seriously want to lend my hand to those disabled people when I'm able to help

she can hear for the first time after 29 years

they are more alike than different,

they have down syndrome,

but they try their best to live normal, talk and even catch their dreams!

they are AMAZING!

the most touch video and i bet that lot of people had watched this

the dad runs IRON MAN with his son

to show his son that nothing is impossible

and they successfully SHOWED to us.

They are AWESOME!

please, look at them! but not their disability!!

So people, please wake!

Please no selfish to them too, just lend your hand to them when they need us!

feel thankful that you are still healthy and bodied.

Stop complaining that you couldn't live without what or who yet

you still live better than them!

Don't give up your life easily, think positively & everything is possible when you did try your best!

I'm crying after watched those videos

Are you also?!

watch this video!

you may smile with tears on your face! :')

I promise, I will do something to them when I'm able to do that!

cheer :)

Emo- hormone reaction

Hormone react!

I'm emo just now :(

I just feel so frustrated!

I always hope I can do something

&

I did try my best to do something

but

I found out that I change nothing, maybe a little

end up

I emo :(

final is coming soon, I mean.. 1 more months

yet,

still have lots of assignments not yet done

no any revision also.

:(

MOTIVATION

I need

WORK HARD this sem

I have to

KEEP it in range or above the range

I must

But now

I have to

sleep

Good Night~

loves and miss my bear bear dear :)

I'm Still Loving You-连诗雅

When I close my eyes think of you
And the time we've had been through
Even though were for apart right now
I remember back when you were here with me
How you've make my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'll love me from the start
And those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I konw the truth behind the lies

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'll love me from the start
And those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I konw the truth
Behind the lies

projects with problems. :|

What today had happened makes me want to blog about this :)

Ok, I should make some intro for starting.

As I need some pocket money to buy things for myself, I decided to work part time on my short sem.

As short sem seriously wasting my time and nothing to do.

So, through my friend introduce, I worked as BA in xpromodx~

so.. problems came to me since I started my 1st project and

I DECIDED TO LIST THEM OUT! *to show how bad luck I am with this company!* lol~

1st project,

I found out that my supervisor was placed two BA in one project when I reached the working place;

call him and he decided to place me to another working place which at HOLAND to me-

Damansara * while im staying at setapak! LOL!

p.s. and still owe me P.T fees! :P

2nd project,

was assigned to work with my friend at Jusco W.M. ,

but end up changed to Jusco AU2 which also an unknown place for me ><

and there have a lot of problems in 1st day until I WANTED TO CRY! fml~

p.s. still owe me transport fees :P

3rd project,

was assigned to work in such BIG FAIR

worked under sunny day and night rainy day

then promised will give higher pay;

end up i got less than what they promise

WORK IN INDOOR BETTER! wth~

p.s. still owe me OT fees :P

4th project,

actually, this project have no any problems & the most ok one!

but.. still.. owe me the SALARY FOR THREE DAYS WORK! wtf~

5th project,

ask me to work in Jusco W.M,

but told me that there was not allowed the project at there!

HELLO! U GUYS NOT SUPPOSE TO SETTLE IT BEFORE IT HAPPENED BUT TALKING COCK AFTER IT?!

at the end, I work in C4 W.M with just DETAILING

Promoting food w/0 let people test the food, u think consumers stupid?!

p.s. still no get full payment! LOL!

and the last one, which happened today..

NO JOB PLEASE CALL ME KAY?!

I DID GIVE U MY NUMBER!

U ARE THE ONE NO CALLING ME TO INFORM ME THAT I HAVE NO ASSIGNED TO ANY PROJECT

just like what u guys did to my friend!

I DINT BEG U TO GIVE ME JOB OKAY?! wtf!

I DINT OWE U AND UR COMPANY!

but u guys owe my money!

RM750!! What a big amount!!

FINE, what i can said is -------

HAHAHAHAHAHA! I did edited it! BLUKKKKKKK!

done complaint!

p.s I DONT WANT WORK AT THIS COMPANY ANYMORE! HENG! :P

bye. back to study law :D

lil update~

lil update about me *I'm bored*

im in a relationship, with a guy that far from me about 9399 miles and 12 hours :D

we know each other 5 years?! haha!

we had being friend for so many years and sudden change to be couple!!

*no wonder there's a lot of people thought we are JOKING!*

LOL! Sure we are not!

I like him for a long time ago *shy* & finally, he likes me! aww~

8th December 2011, anniversary date of us..

tata! this is the 1st surprise he gave me on that day aftern

oon with a BIG LIE~

and in the night, he gave the 2nd surprise which show to friends we are officially being together!

he always have so many creative ideas!

so, now ady 2 months if count after anniversary

but actually it is 6 months we apart at two difference place.

time really flies..

sometime, we do really have communication problem

babe, actually both of us also got problems kay?

but mine is MAJOR and yours are minor only ma.. right?!

I know I'm disappointing you always,

but I seriously got listen from you and keep changing to be better and better

so please, forgive me, forgive my dumb dumb sometime;

forgive me cant memorize well *but i trying my best*

forgive me cant get your meaning sometime

forgive me to be a imperfect gf

babe, I love you..

there's no one can make me falling in love like i falling in love to you

and I did believe love doesn't need a reason! LOL!

just hope we can go through every difficulties from now and the future.

~xoxo~

3 months more, he will back to our land~

miss you much much

good night world, good night my love, see you in dream~

muackss~