ain't easy :)

what will in your mind in the moment of facing death?

my mind was totally blank when I saw the car near us & I don't know what reaction should I response! after that, I was thinking; yeah, I'm still alive.. but you are the one I don't want tell.. not because you will worry, but it is just opposite. how dare I expect anything? lol! it just hurting myself. :) I will grow up and accept it.
p.s. million things in this world, and you are just the one in my mind. I don't mind you treat me bad, but please tell me so I can prepare to be tough!